Hit a Wall

So much has happened in just a couple of weeks. Last week David is asked to work at a new job. David tells them we will only move under these conditions. We totally thought they would come back and say no, and it would make our job of saying no so easy.

Well they came back and said yes. So then we had a lot of thinking to do. We finally decided the offer was to good to resist. So we are leaving beautiful Northern Arizona to go back to Phoenix. He is going to run the hearing center in the Sam's Club. They offered us a raise and health insurance. We have been praying for health insurance and now we got it. How could we have said no.

So we have to be down there in two weeks. I am a little stressed about packing, I was stressed about David giving his two weeks notice. We did not want to put the partners in a hard spot. And we have been stressed about finding a home. And I am feeling a little emotional. I get so sad when my kids have to leave friends, and wonderful teachers. I know they will be fine, but questions coming from my little three little girl like will I have friends? Will my new sunbeam teacher like me? Will I still get to come up and see my friends? But I am going to miss my babysitters mom. I love Lexi, Ashley, and Karen. All these cause me to tear up.

Today I woke up thinking we had preschool. Got Ariana all ready. We were running late, because we both were having a hard morning. I think she senses the change. Anyways she was throwing tantrums all day. One tantrum she had was about her shoes, then she threw a fit about how here shoes were on the wrong feet. I insisted they weren't. Well I got to Alicia's house and realized I did put them on the wrong feet. I felt so horrible. Then I know on Alicia's door and I find out today is Monday not Tuesday. I arrived a whole day early. Seriously I think I hit my wall. I started to tear up, and was so embarrassed. She was so nice. I love having such wonderful people around me. Well to say the least I am grateful I showed up even though there was no preschool today, it gave me a good laugh and cry. Oh and to make things worse, today is gorgeous. There is a wonderful cool breeze. I have all my windows open, and no air conditioning. Yes, August in Arizona and no need for air conditioning today. Yup, I hit my wall today. So here is to two weeks of absolute caious.