Got to get my act together

Uggggh this week is starting off rocky.  Last week Ariana started school.  We were off to a good start till this Monday.  Yesterday I picked her up from school ten minutes late, I didn't realize my parents clocks were off.  Okay for the sake of keeping an honest blog I hadn't realized my parents clocks were off yet at this point, and I thought I had time to close my eyes for ten minutes.  I can't really blame just the clocks for me being late picking up Ariana, because my shut eye of ten minutes turned into more like 25.  I know I am horrible mom.  Hmmm thinking about it I was rubbing my belly extra when I saw the teacher hoping that she would take pity on me since I am pregnant.  I know, I know I am horrible.  I am the mom who is already trying to use my baby who is not even out yet to help me look better. I was hoping this move would have bought me some time from making the pathetic parent list, but you will see soon enough that I botched this one time move up.  I was so embarrassed because Kindergarten parents wait for their kids like forever early.  Then this morning I was determined to prove I was not a deadbeat mom, but guess what she was ten minutes late today :0(

Here is how it all went down starting yesterday.......

Yesterday, when I went to pick her up I took off running to the office, ( you can imagine how that looked with me being almost seven months pregnant ) Only to find that her teacher was walking her to the office.  The teacher told me she was late to her meeting that was suppose to have started 10 minutes earlier.  She said the next time I am late to just give the school a call.  All I could do was hug my little one because the last thing I wanted was for her was to think I forgot about her.  Luckily Ariana didn't realize I was late.  And then for the next hour all I could think of was how the teacher thought "I" would have a next time.  All I wanted to say is that this would never happen again.  But all I could utter with my rapid heart beat that is pumping for two is that I am sooooooo sorry! But guess what we did have a next time.  And not a week later.  The very next morning.  Yup I must be on the pathetic parent list.  Uggghh I just hope I can get off that list eventually.  I think I just need to relax. I am so wound up tight.  And I know this may not be a big deal, but my pregnant woman hormones tell me its the end of the world.  I just want Ariana to have a good year, and so far I picked her up late and took her to school late.  Here is to a better tomorrow, with accurate clocks and no short cat naps half hour before I am suppose to pick her up.  And I will post pics of her first day soon.  I have had to use my dads camera, and he dosen't know were his USB chord is....... 

But here are two David took of her on the computer before she took off last week.

And here are some pics that the kids took of themselves that express exactly how I have been feeling these past two days.  

If only I even looked that good right now lol.